After the completion of Shards of Glass, I had no idea how reliving the past and exploring and remembering new memories were going to affect me.
I thought I had dealt with these issues a long time ago and that I was strong enough to share them with the world.
Since its completion I have suffered from severe panic attacks and acute anxiety. I wake up most nights drenched in a cold sweat desperately trying to catch my breath and slow my breathing. It has been almost impossible to achieve a good night's sleep going on well past a month currently.
I have been more nervous around people and various situations. I have so much fear that is surfacing in the form of anxiety. I am having trouble eating. I have never suffered with these things in my adult life. If I have it has been only briefly and has not been significant to affect my life up until now.
I have dedicated myself to constant prayer over the past few weeks asking for deliverance from these symptoms and overall healing from my past in ways only the Lord can Master. I would appreciate prayers and any suggestions or websites that may aide in overcoming and fighting through the effects of reliving childhood memories.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
CW Seymore, read more at CW Seymore Shards of Glass.
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